Friday, December 12, 2003

Supposed to meet my #933 chatters for a ktv session at Party World tis evening, but eventually i din turn up...was down with a flu and my place was raining quite heavily...dun feel like carrying an umbrella out...but the main reason was tat i dun feel like seeing dem...i m not so close to tis bunch of ppl...even thou, i haven met Ziyang for a very long time...
I tot i will be quite excited to meet him ever since he joined the army...it has been more den 2 mths since i saw him...his sms have also reduced to due his army training...However, i find it quite hard to communicate with him now...the way both of us chat with each other is totally different from the past...instead of excitement, it has created a fear for me to see him...he sms mi last nite, hoping i will turn up for the ktv session...but my enthusiasm for ktv was not there at all!!
Normally, i will be very excited to go for ktv with my SIM frenz and my ex colleagues...but never to my irc chatters...Leen, u rem i told u, "the time when i m very very quiet and not behaving like myself, will be the time when i m with my irc chatters"...i really dunno y i've this kinda feelings...i noe dem since i was in JI...but my bonds are never close to dem...
Raider (Ziyang), was not the usual person i noe now...i started to drift myself away from dem now...when something dun belongs to u, its' always not your's...wake up, ger!! stop deceiving urself!!!
Jux saw a news on ch8...many ppl are down with a spreading virus...associated with flu...oh no, i m down with flu now and i m not vaccinated!!! Hopefully i will fully recover for the Bash nite and the Xmas Eve i've been looking forward to...cuz i can meet my old frenz for some gathering and chattings...loves tis kinda meet ups...cuz its the only time we are able to noe how one another are getting on and keeping in touch againz...
MSN is so quiet 2nite...qin is in KL, Leen shld be at DblO, Des and Noel..hmm, no idea...i m listening to some instrumental music now, "Enchanting Moments"...loves tis CD very much...got it from some Reader's Digest letter...lotsa soothing pieces, esp when u are listening at nite quietly...with the lights off and lying on the bed...maybe, tis is wat they call the "emotional and poetic" side of mi...haha...
Guitar lesson 2ml...enjoying the lesson every sat, esp wif Jiaying cuz she always likes to crap along with mi, haha...tat's all of 2nite...
One will only learn to appreciates someone, when tat someone is lost...be contented and try to accept wat u have now...if not, it will be too late for u to regret.............

Time: 12.00am sharp.

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