Tuesday, April 13, 2004

What Am I??


Am i being over-sensitive or is this real? Why? What happened? Why is there a sudden change towards how i feel? Everything seems to change when i started working, when we started to drift apart, when we started to have different goals, motives and aims in lives...

I find tat I dun behave the way I used to be, now. I admit, I m one who will be easily influenced. Not thru' ideas, but thru' others' feelings and opinions towards mi. Each time i told myself I must not think this way, each and everytime i was being hurt, deeply hurt by the way you've treated mi, the way u responded to mi, the attitude you gave mi, the way you mocked at mi...

I can't joke the way I'm used to be, can't behave the way I'm used to be, can't share my feelings I'm used to be, can't be with you the way I'm used to be. You've your way, and i've mine. I dun wish to be your enemy, neither do I wish you to be mine...

Let time tells everything. Let us be what we used to be, let us do what we used to do, let us behave how we used to be, let us unite as we used to be...

If i can turn back time, I wish we won't even stepped into this stage, I wish i can paused the time for tat moment, indulged ourselves in that wonderful world, till death do us part...........

Time: 11.07am.