Damn it, Jerk!!

damn!!! wat's wrong with my attitude!!! if u are unhappy bout mi, come str. and tell mi la...y must u go and spread ard to tell others as if i will not be able to find out!!!! damn it!!!!!!!!!!!

My temper is out of control recently...maybe due to exams stress?? or him?? or work??!!! i duno la...kaoz, kept experiencing lotsa bad stuffs recently...kept imagining things tat are yet to happen....argh!!!!!!!

Do i really have to change myself?? wat is 'perfect' in this world?? Does one nids to be perfect to satisfy others'?? I've been working hard, trying to achieve goals tat u all set...i've achieved...i really did...but wat do i get in the end?? NUTING!!!

And now, cuz of 1 stupid and foolish mistake, u put all the blame on mi!!! why human beings always look on the bad sides of others' and ignoring their good sides?? Take for example, this person can actually cooks very well...and he has the potential to be a top chef...but jux cuz he had break the law once, he's forever condemned by the public!!! Even ppl are willing to employ him, he will still be "labelled" as an ex-convict or "hooligan" jux cuz he did one miserable, unforgivable mistake before???!!!

Wat is $$$?? why everyone loves $$?? cuz of $$...innocent lives, frenzships, trust...etc..can be destroyed!!!! why?? wat did i do wrong???!!! i helped u before, and u destroyed mi now!!! I can be a very gd person...joke with u, listen to u, obey u, willing to help u, everthing!!! But once u destroyed my "innocence", dun blame mi for being cruel...i will definitely pay back twice to u.....................

Time: 12.00am sharp.