Restless Night.
All thx to my okasan, I CANT SLP NOW!!! Woken up by her to pack my stuffs for tmr's tanning with barbie and J.B. (Jayne Ban, nice name yeah!). Been a long time ever since I used my Islander card, hehz.
Was walking home after work, and he msged, "I am at chinablack now, you wanna join me?".
I starred at my fone for a few secs, telling myself to cool down. I replied, "you win manz! How many times you told me you're not free to take the gift which has already collected dust from me, and now you're free to be at chinablack!! FINE!"
My mind cant settled down. Really felt like running home and throw away wad's in my fridge. The card. Feels like tearing it off. Too angry dat my tears wont drop anymore.
Wondering why am I always the one who has been sacrificing so much? Why cant he be as initiative as I wanted him to be? Why isn't he doing wad a 22yrs old guy shld behave? Why is he always dat childish? Who is he!!?? Wad did I do in my past life to owe him so much now??!!
He replied, after a few mins later, "sorry le. promise my NS buddies le. No choice, have to go."
You call this a reply! Den when am I supposed to hand over a small token of gift to you? Its a bdae gift, and I hate it when it seems nuting to u!! %&$^@#%&^*$#$
I din reply. Too pissed off dat I dun even wish to press a single button on my hp. I hate dat feeling.
I was feeling beta after I woke up. I totally give up this time. Its time to give up anyway.
Time: 2.29AM.
Was walking home after work, and he msged, "I am at chinablack now, you wanna join me?".
I starred at my fone for a few secs, telling myself to cool down. I replied, "you win manz! How many times you told me you're not free to take the gift which has already collected dust from me, and now you're free to be at chinablack!! FINE!"
My mind cant settled down. Really felt like running home and throw away wad's in my fridge. The card. Feels like tearing it off. Too angry dat my tears wont drop anymore.
Wondering why am I always the one who has been sacrificing so much? Why cant he be as initiative as I wanted him to be? Why isn't he doing wad a 22yrs old guy shld behave? Why is he always dat childish? Who is he!!?? Wad did I do in my past life to owe him so much now??!!
He replied, after a few mins later, "sorry le. promise my NS buddies le. No choice, have to go."
You call this a reply! Den when am I supposed to hand over a small token of gift to you? Its a bdae gift, and I hate it when it seems nuting to u!! %&$^@#%&^*$#$
I din reply. Too pissed off dat I dun even wish to press a single button on my hp. I hate dat feeling.
I was feeling beta after I woke up. I totally give up this time. Its time to give up anyway.
Time: 2.29AM.
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