Jux feeling lethargic.

yaya, told Yu before dat I dun really blog in sch cuz its kinda distracting. But here I'm, typing dis whole junk once again. Its kinda irritating when u cant solve a simple qns for d past 1hr. You tink dat da bloody qns is kinda easy and you tend to attempt it, yet failed. You started to feel guilty whether you really understand wat u've been studying for da past few mths. You started to regret why you dun start everything earlier. You started to get lethargic and you rather surf da internet. Every nite i lies on my bed, I started to fear. Fear of failure. Every mornin' I woke up, I told myself to embrace. I looked myself in da mirror, trying to find da confidence in me. I stepped out of my house, searching for da light dat will shines on me.

Tough days ahead to endure. I hope all these will end soon. It will come to an end eventually. Conversely, its not da end dats scary. Its da beginning. Damn, one very noisy ah-pek is sitting beside me making all kinda funny sounds and hitting da keyboard so loudly as if da whole place belongs to him! ARGH!!!!! I'm going to kill him once he stepped out of dis library. What is ah-pek doing in SIM library!! Ah-pek shld go work n not wasting his time surfing net!! Damn it. He's making me crazy with his "clearing throats" sounds. Freaking noisy.


TIME: 3.15 PM.