If time can stop, how gd can dat be?

Awaken by my dad's voice in the morning. He was supposed to fetch my "gu ma" for a checkup at Alexander Hospital. She was not feeling well, since last nite. She was admitted to SGH while all of us were still in our dreamland. Felt a pain in my heart. She's my closest relative. She has been taking care of me since I was in pre-school. Nice food, toys, pocket money were alwayz provided when I stayed over at my cousins' plc. She doted on me n my bro very much. She's like an angel from heaven. An angel who bears all the pains n hardship just to protect her loved ones.

Dad waited for "gu ma" to call initially. Things wasn't right, and he called. My cousin thot she's still sleeping, and went up to wake her up. Her eyes were opened, facing up, hands n legs unable to move, lying down motionlessly. Even thou I din witness the actual situation, my heart felt the pain dat feels like being cut up by a million knives! Try to imagine, one day u woke up and u see ur loved one lying on the bed, motionlessly. Speechless.

Fortunately, Dad sort of saved her life. My cousin realised the situation soon, and sent her to SGH. Diagnosed with low blood content. Brain cant function well. I prayed when I woke up. I prayed before I left my house. Fingers crossing. Every minute, every second. I dun wish to hear bad news. I want to see her during Chinese New Year. Every year, countless days.

Back from work. Short hours, yet I've fun. Fell in lurve for Jay Chou's song once again. Theme song for Initial D (yi lu xiang bei). Kept repeating till I'm sick of it. Meaningful words, with beautiful tune. How I wish I can composed. Words dat I dun not nid to speak. Emotions dat're convey thru' melody. Feelings dat're alwayz read between the lines.

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