The story of a ger.
Was enjoying myself ever since d 2nd last paper. Tried mugging in d middle of d nite, and realised dat my brain is jux like a 64mb memory card. Always 'hang' when i tried to store in a huge file.
Spent most of my nite time at home, usually chatting with a fren on d fone. Was sharing some of our stories when some parts struck her. It was jux a casual remarks and she marvellous converted it into a wonderful story. A story dat belongs to a ger. The ger named, me.
it wasn't even the slightest move that made her felt this way. she had it coming from years of infactuation. like she really liked him and been through everything with him for many years and they were just too close to the line but didn't cross. she felt like she's lost in the forest now. been through many ups and downs and walking many tousand miles. climbing many hills and valleys, trying to reach to the forever that she never seems to be able to see.
it was the highest mountain she've ever climbed. it took her many many years to endure the pain, embrace the grace and brew emotions with time. everytime she moved an inch higher, it gets harder to breathe. the air gets colder and she seems like she's hanging by the moment. with the slightest push from an unintentional force could bring her back to where she has started, fell to the pit. she didn't like that sort of feeling. it makes her feel tired, really exhausted from all the sources of energy she had thrown in just to get to the mountain peak. despite all the hardships that she gotta endure, she made belief that the view would be much beautiful when stretches through horizons and grass would be greener on the other side of the pasture. with that determination that grew in her, she had finally made her way up to the mountain peak.
she sighed. nothing beautiful but ugly. everything in front of her seems to have distorted her perfect picturesque of what she believed in. it makes her heart grew weaker. like every step she made to climb up high to the peak was worthless. she felt she had this coming. she was utterly disappointed and exhausted to a point of saturation. nothing really made her feel like going on to stay right on top of the peak and continue with the admiration. no words could exactly describe how she felt, no one could even make her presence be felt.stoning and staring empty across the horizon, she had finally understood one thing. her heart's dead. her energy, her will and drive was all drowned in the tireness when she tried so hard to climb up the mountain. she knew that there's always saturation to anything that's overdosage and she could sense her point of saturation is here.
without a doubt that before coming across this highest mountain, she had to overcome many other obstacles like the river valleys and the small hills that existed in between. like many of us, she made an attempt to cross them. still, they didn' make any significant impact on her and she felt that she had always been in love with that huge tall mountain. now that she chose to give up. she's making a step towards the bottompit of the mountain. will this ever marks her end of her adventure or leaves her unwind to challenges of facing more tough mountains right ahead of her?
she wouldn't know. she just dunno.
TIME: 8.04 PM
Spent most of my nite time at home, usually chatting with a fren on d fone. Was sharing some of our stories when some parts struck her. It was jux a casual remarks and she marvellous converted it into a wonderful story. A story dat belongs to a ger. The ger named, me.
it wasn't even the slightest move that made her felt this way. she had it coming from years of infactuation. like she really liked him and been through everything with him for many years and they were just too close to the line but didn't cross. she felt like she's lost in the forest now. been through many ups and downs and walking many tousand miles. climbing many hills and valleys, trying to reach to the forever that she never seems to be able to see.
it was the highest mountain she've ever climbed. it took her many many years to endure the pain, embrace the grace and brew emotions with time. everytime she moved an inch higher, it gets harder to breathe. the air gets colder and she seems like she's hanging by the moment. with the slightest push from an unintentional force could bring her back to where she has started, fell to the pit. she didn't like that sort of feeling. it makes her feel tired, really exhausted from all the sources of energy she had thrown in just to get to the mountain peak. despite all the hardships that she gotta endure, she made belief that the view would be much beautiful when stretches through horizons and grass would be greener on the other side of the pasture. with that determination that grew in her, she had finally made her way up to the mountain peak.
she sighed. nothing beautiful but ugly. everything in front of her seems to have distorted her perfect picturesque of what she believed in. it makes her heart grew weaker. like every step she made to climb up high to the peak was worthless. she felt she had this coming. she was utterly disappointed and exhausted to a point of saturation. nothing really made her feel like going on to stay right on top of the peak and continue with the admiration. no words could exactly describe how she felt, no one could even make her presence be felt.stoning and staring empty across the horizon, she had finally understood one thing. her heart's dead. her energy, her will and drive was all drowned in the tireness when she tried so hard to climb up the mountain. she knew that there's always saturation to anything that's overdosage and she could sense her point of saturation is here.
without a doubt that before coming across this highest mountain, she had to overcome many other obstacles like the river valleys and the small hills that existed in between. like many of us, she made an attempt to cross them. still, they didn' make any significant impact on her and she felt that she had always been in love with that huge tall mountain. now that she chose to give up. she's making a step towards the bottompit of the mountain. will this ever marks her end of her adventure or leaves her unwind to challenges of facing more tough mountains right ahead of her?
she wouldn't know. she just dunno.
TIME: 8.04 PM
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