Packing for BKK? I'm tired.
Devoted most of my time in working. Nonsensical stuffs are still ringing in my head. I chose not to bother too much. Anw, the respect has lost. I dun wish to claim back things dat do not belong to me anymore. Why bother, when you know dere're alwayz "extra" ones trying to fight for the glam with you. I dun give a damn.
Reached home late, for the past few daes. Brain automatically shut down when the clock strikes midnite. Alwayz found myself fallen aslp infront of the TV till I made my way back to my cosy bed at 3 or 4am. Freaking tired from work, yet I endured. For the sake of more moolah and the increased figure in my bank account. Jux got myself a Visa mini, a debit one rather. Which means I get to sign my name more often, woohoo.
Rumours and trival matters between two agencies have been going on since the past couple of weeks. They're jux a bunch of fuckers, I meant the one with the letter A. They're practically cheating poor temp staffs' money, yet they're jealous R of giving more to their staffs. Complains were being made to the HR and pay rate for R has reduced. R's main coordinator was very sad n guilty dat he cant do anything for us. Bloody hell to A! Wkends are the most crucial period for us to gain more moolah. Esp those under the corporate side, cuz companies dun even open on wkends!! The only way is IHub, for merely a few staffs to survive. Now, everyone's demoralised. The fighting spirit for wkends longer exist. Nobody really bothers bout wkends' pay rate. Nobody really cares whether they're working on wkends. Nobody cares bout wad sumptuous dinner to have after every wkend. Everyone is jux living dead.
Got myself awake now, due to the packing of my luggage. Pondering wad and wad not to bring. I hate to pack. Cuz I'm tired from work. Or jux plain lazy. I was kinda excited few wks ago. Not anymore now, cuz the more I wanted it to happen, the faster it will end. I hope the time can slow down. Or maybe to stop for a moment. Endless time. To escape the fear of receiving my exam results. If time could turn back, I promise to do wad I shld do, and not bearing the guilt and suffering the pain now.
Time to enter my dreamland. Shall upload more interesting pics from Bangkok when I'm back. Wish me luckz.
TIME: 0048 hrs.
Reached home late, for the past few daes. Brain automatically shut down when the clock strikes midnite. Alwayz found myself fallen aslp infront of the TV till I made my way back to my cosy bed at 3 or 4am. Freaking tired from work, yet I endured. For the sake of more moolah and the increased figure in my bank account. Jux got myself a Visa mini, a debit one rather. Which means I get to sign my name more often, woohoo.
Rumours and trival matters between two agencies have been going on since the past couple of weeks. They're jux a bunch of fuckers, I meant the one with the letter A. They're practically cheating poor temp staffs' money, yet they're jealous R of giving more to their staffs. Complains were being made to the HR and pay rate for R has reduced. R's main coordinator was very sad n guilty dat he cant do anything for us. Bloody hell to A! Wkends are the most crucial period for us to gain more moolah. Esp those under the corporate side, cuz companies dun even open on wkends!! The only way is IHub, for merely a few staffs to survive. Now, everyone's demoralised. The fighting spirit for wkends longer exist. Nobody really bothers bout wkends' pay rate. Nobody really cares whether they're working on wkends. Nobody cares bout wad sumptuous dinner to have after every wkend. Everyone is jux living dead.
Got myself awake now, due to the packing of my luggage. Pondering wad and wad not to bring. I hate to pack. Cuz I'm tired from work. Or jux plain lazy. I was kinda excited few wks ago. Not anymore now, cuz the more I wanted it to happen, the faster it will end. I hope the time can slow down. Or maybe to stop for a moment. Endless time. To escape the fear of receiving my exam results. If time could turn back, I promise to do wad I shld do, and not bearing the guilt and suffering the pain now.
Time to enter my dreamland. Shall upload more interesting pics from Bangkok when I'm back. Wish me luckz.
TIME: 0048 hrs.
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