A TIME FOR MYSELF.
Finally, a time for me to do wad I wanna do. Had been going to my relatives' places since yest and todae. The usual practices, usual greetings, usual "politically-correct" smile and the usual "politically-correct" answers to your elders.
Most of the time spent sitting down, munching pineapple tarts, Bak Gua and watching SCV while my parents do most of the talkings. I dun understand wadz so interesting abt their jobs, abt their children and the world issue. Topics are rather dull usually. I almost dozed off when my auntie din even bother to turn on the TV, when she's happily gossiping to my mum!! How boring can dat be?!
Maybe its my age. As I grow older, Chinese New Year doesnt seems to have a great impact on me. When I was young, I alwayz look forward to these daes. New clothes, nice food and the joy of meeting my cousins.
As we grew older, visiting tends to be a chore. Lesser chances of meeting them over at my relatives' place. Every year, I wait for dat particular day. Where all my Mum's side relatives wld come over to my place for a gathering. Till then, I'm able to see the changes in them. Sounds pathetic?
Another evening to rot alone. Which is good, cuz' I wont be hearing all those nagging and bickering from my parents. Sometimes I hope to have a place of my own. I mean, not as in my own family. As in, a house for me and myself only. I dun mind the size of it. Juz a cosy corner for myself, to reflect on wad I've done, listen carefully to wad my heart saes, do some self-composing and to indulge in dat quiet, yet peaceful state.
Maybe if I've a place of my own, I can invite a few good friends over for a drink, a mini BBQ or steamboat, singing session, small-talks, etc etc. If I've a place of my own, I'll make sure its damn cosy and relax till everyone dun feels like leaving once they stepped in!! How cool rite!
Life is not supposed to be dull and boring. So why dun we add some spices and flavours into it? I might sounds naive when I'm saying this. I haven really seen the actual, cruel world yet. The reality side? There might be alot of other situations for me to consider. Oh yes! I need to face the monetary side of the world first, cuz' I gonna repay all the loans for my studies. No wonder, Life Suckz.
TIME: 1836HRS.
Most of the time spent sitting down, munching pineapple tarts, Bak Gua and watching SCV while my parents do most of the talkings. I dun understand wadz so interesting abt their jobs, abt their children and the world issue. Topics are rather dull usually. I almost dozed off when my auntie din even bother to turn on the TV, when she's happily gossiping to my mum!! How boring can dat be?!
Maybe its my age. As I grow older, Chinese New Year doesnt seems to have a great impact on me. When I was young, I alwayz look forward to these daes. New clothes, nice food and the joy of meeting my cousins.
As we grew older, visiting tends to be a chore. Lesser chances of meeting them over at my relatives' place. Every year, I wait for dat particular day. Where all my Mum's side relatives wld come over to my place for a gathering. Till then, I'm able to see the changes in them. Sounds pathetic?
Another evening to rot alone. Which is good, cuz' I wont be hearing all those nagging and bickering from my parents. Sometimes I hope to have a place of my own. I mean, not as in my own family. As in, a house for me and myself only. I dun mind the size of it. Juz a cosy corner for myself, to reflect on wad I've done, listen carefully to wad my heart saes, do some self-composing and to indulge in dat quiet, yet peaceful state.
Maybe if I've a place of my own, I can invite a few good friends over for a drink, a mini BBQ or steamboat, singing session, small-talks, etc etc. If I've a place of my own, I'll make sure its damn cosy and relax till everyone dun feels like leaving once they stepped in!! How cool rite!
Life is not supposed to be dull and boring. So why dun we add some spices and flavours into it? I might sounds naive when I'm saying this. I haven really seen the actual, cruel world yet. The reality side? There might be alot of other situations for me to consider. Oh yes! I need to face the monetary side of the world first, cuz' I gonna repay all the loans for my studies. No wonder, Life Suckz.
TIME: 1836HRS.
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