Sunday, April 16, 2006

MY HEART IS NUMB FROM THE PAIN, FOR THE TIME BEING.

Yes, I know its' a verrrrry old song. I looked at the lyrics once again while I was singing todae. The meaning of the lyrics just hit me! The pain, so damn fucking hurting dat I couldn't control my emotions. But of cuz, I won't drop a single tear for the time being.

Listen to the whole song carefully. Read up the lyrics, and you know how I'm feeling inside now. Are we really in such a difficult position? I asked myself. Do I really know wad I'm doing now? Do I really want this to happen now? I'm fucking confused. So dead, tired and numb. I was expecting to hear something good, or maybe heartwarming. But she just told me to just go ahead with wad I felt like doing. I mean, not everything is always under our own control! If it is, it wouldn't even have started!!

My brain is so fucking dead now. I should stop thinking for the time being.


TIME: 2323 HRS.

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