Dream VS Reality.

Is it wrong for someone to pursue a dream? When a dream turns into reality, should we go ahead and achieve it? At times, we tend to strive for something which we really hope to achieve it, and neglected other things behind.

Ever since I came into SIM, my first question was, "is there a dance club here?". One of my seniors from JI, who were also in SIM told me somebody has tried forming before, but it always fails, due to all sorts of reasons I have heard from many people.

I might be consider as a avid performer. Since young, I lurve stage dramas. Have you guys heard of the Necessary Stage before? Can you imagine its' actually one of my dream to join this stage troupe for performance?

Did I mention to you that I have even wrote a stage play for my secondary school Teachers' Day performance when I was in sec. 4? I even allocate different roles to my classmates and directed the whole show. The dramatic part is that, I even cried to add more spice for the performance !!

Have I ever mention that I was in the chinese orchestra and military band during my primary and secondary schools life? Have you ever wondered how's the feeling when performing to the whole school, infront of your classmates and friends, high up on the wonderful stage?

Eventually, musical and drama stuffs always cant leave me. I lurve to watch stage plays as well. How I wish I got the chance to watch each and every wonderful stage plays and dance performances put up at the Esplanade. How I wish I am able to perform and be famous one day. These are just my dream. A dream, which a young little girl has been having since she was five years old, till a twenty-one years old adult.

Have I ever mention I had singing lessons being taught by Lee Weisong before? Did I mention how excited and happy I was when I was attending each and every lesson of his? The feelings of being able to sing and perform infront of my dream producer. I always dream that I have the chance, just a slight chance for me to sing for all Singaporeans. To perform infront of all Singaporeans. I wish to join all the singing competitions - Impresario, Rhapsody, Talent Quest and even Spore Idol !! Just a dream, anyway.

I joined dance, once again. I can't bear to stop myself from dancing ever since I joined the dance club in JI. I din know I lurve dancing. I joined due to peer pressure, initially. As time goes by, I learn to be confident. Confident enough to stand on the stage. Confident enough to show them what I can do.

My ambition grows, when SIM starts a dance club. As a leader, I failed to give in my fullest responsiblility in certain things. I regretted. I chose to take on my dream. A dream that hurts me so much. A dream that disappointed me so much. A dream that I will not forget, now and forever.

People starts to blame and point fingers, where my responsibility has gone to. People only knows how to blame your faults. People will never comment on your goods. People tends not to see the things you have done for them. People only blames.

I am disheartened by this world. Human beings are cruel. No one cares for one another. I am glad that I have a few trustworthy friends though, a few that I can actually tell them my woes. I tend to keep more things to myself. Things that I dun wish others to know about it. Things which disgrace the ugly side of human.

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