Disppointed with myself.
Utterly disappointed in myself. I'm actually not okie when I sae I'm fine. Maybe I'm looking too deep into it. Anw, its jux a game. Maybe I take things too seriously? I alwayz lack confidence in such things cuz' I'm afraid of failure. Dun ask me why. Its jux me.
Couple of daes before, I've oreadi prepared for the worst. I'm jux keeping all my worries inside. At least I'm feelin beta todae. Cuz' the result is out, finally. No more waiting and pondering. I'm jux a sore loser.
The disappointment is kinda great, cuz' I bear too much hopes and expectation in the first place? Crapz. Bullshit. The risk dat I've invested, din get the reward I wanted in the end (managed to learn new stuff from Corporate Finance lesson todae). Now my rate of returns is zero. I get nuting in the end !!! *Arghzzzz*
I dun wish to continue. I'll be fine, very soonz.
TIME: 1936HRS.
Couple of daes before, I've oreadi prepared for the worst. I'm jux keeping all my worries inside. At least I'm feelin beta todae. Cuz' the result is out, finally. No more waiting and pondering. I'm jux a sore loser.
The disappointment is kinda great, cuz' I bear too much hopes and expectation in the first place? Crapz. Bullshit. The risk dat I've invested, din get the reward I wanted in the end (managed to learn new stuff from Corporate Finance lesson todae). Now my rate of returns is zero. I get nuting in the end !!! *Arghzzzz*
I dun wish to continue. I'll be fine, very soonz.
TIME: 1936HRS.
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