A world of my own.
I am gettting more and more tired nowadays. Maybe I am getting older. In terms of age and thinking. Man has to be matured one day. I am getting tired of talking to him ever since he's back. There seems no chemistry going between us anymore. Things tend to change now.
I knew it long ago. My heart was no longer there. I tried to deny my own feelings, but the truth never lies. It's time for me to truly accept the fact. The fact, that hurts.
I am a loner. Always a loner. All I can depend is just my friends I have. I treasured each and every of them, because I know, no one out there is the special one for me. I am waiting, still waiting.
I am getting tired. Sick and tired of waiting. I hate to roam around freely. Freedom is good. But too much freedom leads to boredom.
I always hope you can understand how I felt. But now, i choose not to. You are just another passerby in my life. There's so many out there. Yet, i found no one.
I might appeared to be strong. But, I have my archilles' heel. I am not a superwoman. Never a one. I just have to live in my own world from now, till the day I found another world.
Time: 12.20 PM.
I knew it long ago. My heart was no longer there. I tried to deny my own feelings, but the truth never lies. It's time for me to truly accept the fact. The fact, that hurts.
I am a loner. Always a loner. All I can depend is just my friends I have. I treasured each and every of them, because I know, no one out there is the special one for me. I am waiting, still waiting.
I am getting tired. Sick and tired of waiting. I hate to roam around freely. Freedom is good. But too much freedom leads to boredom.
I always hope you can understand how I felt. But now, i choose not to. You are just another passerby in my life. There's so many out there. Yet, i found no one.
I might appeared to be strong. But, I have my archilles' heel. I am not a superwoman. Never a one. I just have to live in my own world from now, till the day I found another world.
Time: 12.20 PM.
1 Comments:
things in life come and go. but true friends always remain. they will always be there for support no matter the time of day. i believe u do have true friends around u. true, life can be tiring and lonesome. i was like that also. but ive learned to overcome it one step at a time. maybe u can try the same.
Maybe you've not found the peace in life that you seek.
Ponder on this verse : "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid". John 14:27. Ok, im being a bit religious here, but this is the way i feel. im not totally at peace yet myself, but im like you, desiring to be. hope u can find the peace u seek. if not, look for me, i can try to help you.
Jon
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